Damn Horoscopes!

Where the love planet Venus goes, love follows…
This week, Venus moves into your third house of communications, thoughts and Your Every Day life, where she'll stay for around four weeks. This is a wonderful transit if life has been a little tough over the past few days or even weeks. For one thing, if you've been working too hard and/or worrying too much to enjoy yourself, that phase is about to end. In fact, you can expect to start feeling quite sociable now. If you're single and looking for love, you'd do well to accept any and all invitations coming your way now. People are going to be extra drawn to you as Venus gives you the gift of the Charming Gab - your words are going to be more seductive to Someone Else's ears than ever. For that reason, if you want to tell someone how much you care for them, the coming four weeks are the ideal time. Whatever else happens, you can expect to have Love On The Brain. Also this month, pay attention to those around you - you may not have realised how much love there is in your life, especially in your immediate environment. Take no one's love for granted! This Venus cycle is also good news if you either wish you could spend more time with your siblings (the chance should arise) or if you've had a falling out with a brother or sister and want to make up. Extend the olive branch.

This is why I stopped reading this nonsense! I just dont get it. Sometimes it is so true, but how would the stars know what I'm feeling? Beats me! I used to live my life according to this crap! I am sure I have made many unrational decisions that have affected my life based on a horoscope, It sucks...I dont even know why I wrote this...hummmm

Hear, Feel, See Me

Hello? Hello?
I feel you
I hear you!
But do you see me
Hear, Feel, See Me

I dont know, Who does? Hello?
I feel you
IHear you.
Can you even see Me?

They look but they cannot find!
Look, Listen...where are the answers.
On the palm of your hands
On the surface of your heart
But not on your lips
Hear, Feel, See Me

Blinded, cannot feel, or hear
What do you fear?
How is it suppose to feel?
Who knows, tell me
Hear, Feel, See Me

You dont, You dont, You dont see Me
Oh well, invisability is a power I hold
You search, you find, you fall just where he
Hears Me, Feels Me, and still he cannot see Me.

WTF!!!!!

"Taylor University officials have announced the discontinuation of the traditional undergraduate program on its Taylor University Fort Wayne (TUFW) branch campus, effective May 31, 2009, and that some yet-to-be-determined programs may be moved to the main campus in Upland."

Sad....The word has intruded my life. My mind cannot make sense of this. My heart doesnt want to make sense of this. I feel like I have not one happy blog! Oh well, maybe next week I'll win a million dollars!

Love...I love so many things. I am certainly a lover! I love my school! This loss has been one of the greatest of my life time! I mean seriously, it sounds retarded. Closing a school down could really affect you. Obviously it wasnt the school itself that changed my life, that gave me hope that I never had before...it's all about the people!!! People made TUFW!

Enought about that...if I continue to write I may damage my computer from the tears that drip from my eyes! I hate to cry!

*Oh yeah I'm in class yet again!*

Last night was pretty awesome...like bitter sweet! T and I went to the top of a parking garage downtown Fort Wayne to ease the pain...not kill ourselves of course but to just think and admire Gods magnificent creation! The sky took my breath away. It was like a black canvas with splotches of white paint all aross its surface, then one big white spot representing the moon! Awesomeness!

Sitting on top of the car, I dont feel like blogging now i hate stats!
Okay so I guess I should pay attention in class so I dont have to depend on T to help me!

To be Continued....:)

I hate Statistics!!!!

So it is currently 7:57pm and I am sitting in a class that has windows...thank God...listening to Professor speak about Inferential Statistics. I hate Statistics! I just took a test that I am sure I failed. I actually had a pretty crappy day! I like to complain...as you will understand when this blog is over...however, I also like to talk about happy stuff. I just didnt have too many happy things happen today!

My shoulders hurt.
My head hurts.
I fell asleep in the lounge and messed my hair up.
I'm pretty sure I failed my test.
I went to work and one of the cooks was a complete jerk!
I feel fat.
I'm cramping....

Ha...so now to the good stuff....

I went to the gas station with T and then went back to campus and danced in the parking lot while playing music loudly.
I, I, checked facebook more than once today.
I have a couple of hair appointments so I can make some cheese.
I had humus and cheese on rye which was so good!
I saw Nicole, whom I love dearly.
I blogged!lol

So, I can be a pretty pissed off person sometimes but over all I would say Im just temoprarily pissy!....I will be a lot less pissed when I get out of class! yip peee